Wow. It's been over 6 months since I've blogged. Technically, it's been 8 and a half months, which is basically like I'm waiting 9 months and giving birth to a whole new blog. Most new babies are ugly, and this might follow suit.
I'm starting off slow, just telling about 'this' and 'that' of my life and teaching Kindergarten and how I work out all the time, except not at all. Oops.
We had a faculty meeting after school today. We had to look at the stimulus money and decide what we want to buy. This sounds like a good idea until you get 55 + women in one room to talk about purchasing. Everyone has their own opinion and 97% of those opinions suck. It doesn't help that my principal kept using the word "monies." I mean, is money even plural? I told the teacher next to me to "Shoot me now" and she said, "I would, except then you couldn't shoot me back." She is so clever.
Then the new Aggie teacher at the table started a conversation with me. Our Aggie principal was so excited to hire another Aggie. I remarked to someone that I don't really care what school she went to (or if she went to school at all) as long as she shows up to do her job and doesn't complain, which is a step up from her replacement. So, I ask new Aggie what year she is, and she replies "Class of '09!" This means the ink on her teaching certificate isn't even dry, but she has enough enthusiasm to rid the world of educational injustices. I said, "Wow, you still have some maroon dust on you!" and I told her I was glad she was here. She asked my year, I responded, "Class of '03," and thought to myself, 'Only 6 years older than her, but a wealth of teaching experience in comparison!' New Aggie Girl raised both her eyebrows said, "Woah, that's old." And she didn't say it in the You-have-so-much-wisdom-and-maturity kind of way, but more like the You-need-to-get-to-Luby's-and-rub-some-Ben Gay-on-that kind of way. I can't recall ever feeling the sting of offense when it comes to my age. I felt old. I felt out of touch with what's hip and unable to convey that I still have my youth to enjoy. Poor New Aggie Girl. She just made an enemy with this Grandma. If me and my new knee replacements can make it up the ramp tomorrow, I might give her a piece of my mind.
Of course, since I just used the word "hip," it probably means that I'm not anyway. And if skinny jeans and boots and scarves in summer are "hip," then I'm happy being "square."
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Pray
I'm reminded to just stop and pray about it.
We know prayer works, some of us might have strong prayer lives, we enjoy prayer. But if you're like me, you go in and out of these phases. Sometimes it's so easy and sometimes you don't know where to start. Sometimes you have all the right words and sometimes you say the same monotonous thing you did yesterday. Sometimes you feel like He hears you and sometime you feel like it falls on deaf ears (even though we know better).
Well I have been going through one of the prayer-is-hard-and-takes-a-conscious-effort-phase. After a bad day of school yesterday (put it on the Top 10 Worst list) I was in a foul mood, to say the least. And before I went to bed I did two things.
1. I thought positive thoughts. Sometimes you just have to talk yourself into a good mood. I said, "I will make tomorrow a great day! I can't wait to see the kids. I'm going to be so prepared. Tomorrow will be fun in Kindergarten!"
2. I prayed. At a time where I felt guilty I haven't spent enough time in prayer or meditation, I just made it quick and simple and knew that I needed help.
Quick and simple. Just do it.
We know prayer works, some of us might have strong prayer lives, we enjoy prayer. But if you're like me, you go in and out of these phases. Sometimes it's so easy and sometimes you don't know where to start. Sometimes you have all the right words and sometimes you say the same monotonous thing you did yesterday. Sometimes you feel like He hears you and sometime you feel like it falls on deaf ears (even though we know better).
Well I have been going through one of the prayer-is-hard-and-takes-a-conscious-effort-phase. After a bad day of school yesterday (put it on the Top 10 Worst list) I was in a foul mood, to say the least. And before I went to bed I did two things.
1. I thought positive thoughts. Sometimes you just have to talk yourself into a good mood. I said, "I will make tomorrow a great day! I can't wait to see the kids. I'm going to be so prepared. Tomorrow will be fun in Kindergarten!"
2. I prayed. At a time where I felt guilty I haven't spent enough time in prayer or meditation, I just made it quick and simple and knew that I needed help.
Quick and simple. Just do it.
Monday, December 8, 2008
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
That is the sound of me squealing!
This picture does not do my lil house justice...but Scuba and I put up Christmas lights on Sunday. Oh my heavens...it was so much fun! The buying, moving the ladder, falling off said ladder, him hoisting me up cheerleader-style, and the final Clark Griswald tribute of plugging the lights in! (And like Sparky, I blew the fuse. Twice. The company seems to believe that only two strands can be joined -as directed on the box- and I tried to string together 5. They were right.) Anyway, Scuba didn't fight at all! He even let me boss him around and get all OCD with the direction of the lightbulbs and the twisting of the strands. He was a trooper! I don't know what those people are talking about that get in a Grinchy-Bah-Humbug mood when it comes to lights. It was quite the adventure!
When we were finished, I stood back and smiled so big. I had an overwhelming feeling of pride, Christmas spirit, and nesting. MY HOUSE IS LIT!
This picture does not do my lil house justice...but Scuba and I put up Christmas lights on Sunday. Oh my heavens...it was so much fun! The buying, moving the ladder, falling off said ladder, him hoisting me up cheerleader-style, and the final Clark Griswald tribute of plugging the lights in! (And like Sparky, I blew the fuse. Twice. The company seems to believe that only two strands can be joined -as directed on the box- and I tried to string together 5. They were right.) Anyway, Scuba didn't fight at all! He even let me boss him around and get all OCD with the direction of the lightbulbs and the twisting of the strands. He was a trooper! I don't know what those people are talking about that get in a Grinchy-Bah-Humbug mood when it comes to lights. It was quite the adventure!
When we were finished, I stood back and smiled so big. I had an overwhelming feeling of pride, Christmas spirit, and nesting. MY HOUSE IS LIT!
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
3 Ring Circus
My classroom is the equivalent of Barnum & Bailey without superhuman feats and animal dung. Instead, it's human dung. J came up to me yesterday and said, "Miss Rose, I pooped my pants." Such honesty.
Today, my classroom was a 3 ring circus because I had an autistic child and his one-on-one teacher, a mentally retarded boy along with his one-on-one assistant, and a high school student observing me. There were so many eyes on me (all but the two special ed boys) to see what I'd say or how I'd handle the screaming, roaming, and complete ignorance. I think it went pretty well because everyone was on task for at least 2 minutes.
My vice principal came to observe our 3 ring circus for a short time yesterday. Later, she commended my classroom -the students and my teaching and management. The mentally retarded boy has been removed from his classroom and teacher that ignore him, and placed with me. The VP commented that the mentally retarded student should remain in my classroom because, "...I've never seen him so engaged!"
Tricky how they compliment you just so you can do the harder, more time-consuming work, huh?
I laughed several times today and had a smile on my face through most of it. They are special...but in a very good way to me. They are all cute kids and it's difficult to describe to you the gong show that I call kindergarten. Not only is there pooping in pants and a broken arm and pink eye and lice (not lying about any of those), we have autism and mental retardation...and a teacher with enough problems to blend it all together into one, big, happy family!
Today, my classroom was a 3 ring circus because I had an autistic child and his one-on-one teacher, a mentally retarded boy along with his one-on-one assistant, and a high school student observing me. There were so many eyes on me (all but the two special ed boys) to see what I'd say or how I'd handle the screaming, roaming, and complete ignorance. I think it went pretty well because everyone was on task for at least 2 minutes.
My vice principal came to observe our 3 ring circus for a short time yesterday. Later, she commended my classroom -the students and my teaching and management. The mentally retarded boy has been removed from his classroom and teacher that ignore him, and placed with me. The VP commented that the mentally retarded student should remain in my classroom because, "...I've never seen him so engaged!"
Tricky how they compliment you just so you can do the harder, more time-consuming work, huh?
I laughed several times today and had a smile on my face through most of it. They are special...but in a very good way to me. They are all cute kids and it's difficult to describe to you the gong show that I call kindergarten. Not only is there pooping in pants and a broken arm and pink eye and lice (not lying about any of those), we have autism and mental retardation...and a teacher with enough problems to blend it all together into one, big, happy family!
Monday, December 1, 2008
Marlboro Lights, Budweiser, and Turkey
I missed my little kindergarteners over the 9 day Thanksgiving holiday. And when I say "missed," what I really mean is, "was so glad I didn't have to tie shoes, listen to whining/crying/tattling, or deal with pee." But I think that is just understood, isn't it?
It is my firm belief that one of the best decisions my school district ever made was to grant teachers a week-long holiday for Thanksgiving. Many districts in Texas do this and it is just pure genius. I fear that the break was granted by superintendents across the state of Texas to avoid newspaper headlines such as, "Teacher Gouges Eyes out with Turkey Wishbone in Tragic Suicide."
I'm here to tell you that it could happen. I once considered sharpening my pinky in the electric pencil sharpener just so an ambulance could pick me up, I could go to the emergency room, and enjoy and afternoon of adult conversation. The wishbone-suicide fiasco is not far-fetched, my friends.
But let me tell you about a little conversation I had this morning with a student. I was so happy to see and hear the kids at 7:40am this morning. We got to the classroom, unpacked and completed our morning duties, and then had share time. We told all about our week-long, blessed, food-and-family-filled holiday.
Miss Rose: "What did you do for Thanksgiving, K?"
K: "Momma and dad made the turkey. Then dad went to get some cigarettes and beer. That's it."
That is why I missed my kindergarteners.
It is my firm belief that one of the best decisions my school district ever made was to grant teachers a week-long holiday for Thanksgiving. Many districts in Texas do this and it is just pure genius. I fear that the break was granted by superintendents across the state of Texas to avoid newspaper headlines such as, "Teacher Gouges Eyes out with Turkey Wishbone in Tragic Suicide."
I'm here to tell you that it could happen. I once considered sharpening my pinky in the electric pencil sharpener just so an ambulance could pick me up, I could go to the emergency room, and enjoy and afternoon of adult conversation. The wishbone-suicide fiasco is not far-fetched, my friends.
But let me tell you about a little conversation I had this morning with a student. I was so happy to see and hear the kids at 7:40am this morning. We got to the classroom, unpacked and completed our morning duties, and then had share time. We told all about our week-long, blessed, food-and-family-filled holiday.
Miss Rose: "What did you do for Thanksgiving, K?"
K: "Momma and dad made the turkey. Then dad went to get some cigarettes and beer. That's it."
That is why I missed my kindergarteners.
Monday, November 10, 2008
Oh the Horror
I did not hit my goal of blogging thrice last week. I'm so ashamed that I don't want to discuss it.
Except that I am a woman, and therefore feel the need to talk about everything in excessive and mindnumbing detail. So I will tell you that I did not blog because there was a national "milestone" in the presidential election (notice that I use quotation marks because others described it as such but NOT ME), there was an evening with wine and so much girlish banter that I could not blog about more girlish banter, there was a small-town German festival in which I consumed beer and sausage and fried potatoes and got home well past a decent hour, and there was a road trip beginning at 4pm on Friday. I was a busy girl.
But I must share with you something that embarasses me even more than not doing something I promised to do. It is this, my friends:
My Wednesday morning breakfast.
God bless Shipley's Donuts. I don't know where the urge came from, but I decided that I HAD TO HAVE a donut for breakfast last Wednesday morning. I went in, ordered a sausage kolache (for health purposes) and then my eye spied that delicous treat. I think it was called the Bullseye or Blazer or something like that. I whispered my order over the counter, because I didn't want the other donut patrons to judge me. The server didn't hear me so I had to say it a little louder. I hung my head in shame. Then he said, "Sprinkles or no sprinkles?" and I almost walked out of the door to escape my guilt. I didn't utter a word, only closed my eyes, bit my bottom lip, and nodded. He understood that I was a woman in need of a glazed, chocolate iced, white icing-topped, sprinkled DONUT.
I took a picture before I consumed my "breakfast" because I needed to remind myself that there are people who concoct such an item.
And then there are people like me that savor every morsel. I was wired until I sugar-crashed at about 8:30. My kindergarteners didn't stand a chance that day.
Except that I am a woman, and therefore feel the need to talk about everything in excessive and mindnumbing detail. So I will tell you that I did not blog because there was a national "milestone" in the presidential election (notice that I use quotation marks because others described it as such but NOT ME), there was an evening with wine and so much girlish banter that I could not blog about more girlish banter, there was a small-town German festival in which I consumed beer and sausage and fried potatoes and got home well past a decent hour, and there was a road trip beginning at 4pm on Friday. I was a busy girl.
But I must share with you something that embarasses me even more than not doing something I promised to do. It is this, my friends:
My Wednesday morning breakfast.
God bless Shipley's Donuts. I don't know where the urge came from, but I decided that I HAD TO HAVE a donut for breakfast last Wednesday morning. I went in, ordered a sausage kolache (for health purposes) and then my eye spied that delicous treat. I think it was called the Bullseye or Blazer or something like that. I whispered my order over the counter, because I didn't want the other donut patrons to judge me. The server didn't hear me so I had to say it a little louder. I hung my head in shame. Then he said, "Sprinkles or no sprinkles?" and I almost walked out of the door to escape my guilt. I didn't utter a word, only closed my eyes, bit my bottom lip, and nodded. He understood that I was a woman in need of a glazed, chocolate iced, white icing-topped, sprinkled DONUT.
I took a picture before I consumed my "breakfast" because I needed to remind myself that there are people who concoct such an item.
And then there are people like me that savor every morsel. I was wired until I sugar-crashed at about 8:30. My kindergarteners didn't stand a chance that day.
Monday, November 3, 2008
My name means "Full of Grace"
I got a little nervous a while ago thinking about what I'm going to write in my blog. As if I've never done this before. As if I've never graced you with an eyeful of mindless chatter before. Heck no. I'm a pro at mindless chatter. I blogged yesterday afternoon and set a measly goal of 3 blogs this week. I used to do this every day, for Pete's sake! And I thought I'd have nothing to write about...or no structure...or nothing witty to say. But that's not what you've ever expected before, so why start now?
And so I must tell you this story. I went on an 11 mile run yesterday. Because I'm stupid. The first three miles were a breeze and I was thinking about good topics for blogging. I came up with only a few good things until...
Until.
1. The toenail on my big toe on my left foot fell off. To be completely honest (and a smidge gruesome) the entire nail did not fall off. Just about 5/8 of the top. It's from running far distances, such as 11 miles. This made me curse running.
2. About 4 miles into the run, I had to Potty with a capital P. Several scenarios ran through my head of how I could remedy this issue. My best choices were to pray for the urge to pass or Potty in the corner and then wipe my bum on the grass like a 7 pound dog. This made me curse running more.
3. I managed to finish the run, albeit cursing running. I felt ill and attributed the weak feeling to having just RUN 11 MILES. I got home, drank a smoothie, showered. Then my body shook and my stomach wretched and I saw my green smoothie once more.
I managed to make it to the Potty for both occasions. My body curses running.
Ah yes. You missed my grace and tact, no? I aim to please.
And so I must tell you this story. I went on an 11 mile run yesterday. Because I'm stupid. The first three miles were a breeze and I was thinking about good topics for blogging. I came up with only a few good things until...
Until.
1. The toenail on my big toe on my left foot fell off. To be completely honest (and a smidge gruesome) the entire nail did not fall off. Just about 5/8 of the top. It's from running far distances, such as 11 miles. This made me curse running.
2. About 4 miles into the run, I had to Potty with a capital P. Several scenarios ran through my head of how I could remedy this issue. My best choices were to pray for the urge to pass or Potty in the corner and then wipe my bum on the grass like a 7 pound dog. This made me curse running more.
3. I managed to finish the run, albeit cursing running. I felt ill and attributed the weak feeling to having just RUN 11 MILES. I got home, drank a smoothie, showered. Then my body shook and my stomach wretched and I saw my green smoothie once more.
I managed to make it to the Potty for both occasions. My body curses running.
Ah yes. You missed my grace and tact, no? I aim to please.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
A New Me
Ah the sweet smell of fall. Or whatever season it's supposed to be seeing that it's 84 degrees on November 2nd. "November" (and I use quotation marks because I've been told we are in that month, but am not personally convinced for the aforementioned reasons) makes me feel spry and remember that it was a year ago I started blogging. "November" has made me set a new goal. And the collective youth of America (none of whom read this, let's be honest) just let out a sigh of irritation that I, an adult, am talking about setting goals. Or more precisely, one goal.
My goal is to blog three days a week this month. Check back tomorrow.
PS. For all you OCD folks out there (if you just asked yourself, "Do I have OCD?", the answer is "YES.") this blog does not count as one of the three this week.
My goal is to blog three days a week this month. Check back tomorrow.
PS. For all you OCD folks out there (if you just asked yourself, "Do I have OCD?", the answer is "YES.") this blog does not count as one of the three this week.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
My Eyes Adore Them...
I would be lying if I said I didn't want to be highly intoxicated, pass out, and wake up on Saturday morning right now.
Today was my second day of teaching Kindergarten this year. Last night, I got home at 7:45. It's a miracle I got out of that school before 5 today. And truly, the only reason I got out of there as soon as I did was to come home and drink a glass of wine at the appropriate time of 5pm. It took me 4 minutes to finish off the glass. I kid you not.
So much for being a wine connoisseur. Or graceful.
I don't have much brain power to write anything clever or witty or charming. So I'll just share these few thoughts.
This year might be my most challenging. And by the true overseeing of God, it has started off very well. I have laughed and marveled and hugged and sighed and made good progress in just two days. Considering. Considering that I am teaching my normal class of 5-year-olds...with their novice eyes and impulsive hands and quick mouths...along with a few students with special needs. Two autistic boys and one girl with a chromosome disorder, to be exact.
Over the last two days I have wanted to pull my hair out. And cry. And then scoop those three up and just hug them enough to fix them. But I can't. It is amazing how one questions "normalcy" when you are inundated with "abnormal." I think about children in my family, children that I see out, my friends' kids, my friends' nieces and nephews. I'm reminded how blessed we are to be of "normal" development. I start to think about my future children. And I pray they are "normal," all the while wondering what that is. I pray that if they are not, there is someone in the school who knows how to reach them. Who doesn't want to cry, doesn't want to give up, and doesn't want to pull their hair out when my child walks through the door. What if that happens? Will I be able to give my child what he or she needs? I'm a certified professional in this exact field and I just don't know the answer.
But I tell you what. These kids make the world go round and I constantly learn that I'm not in charge here. I can't hand-pick my class. I can't hand-pick my children when I have them. But I can do my very best every day. And I can love them.
Even when Marcelo (he's "normal") hops around one too many times and I grab him by the shirt, get in his face and gripe at him to stop and his response is, "I love you, Miss Rose." Today, I said, "I love you too, Marcelo." I think I meant it.
Today was my second day of teaching Kindergarten this year. Last night, I got home at 7:45. It's a miracle I got out of that school before 5 today. And truly, the only reason I got out of there as soon as I did was to come home and drink a glass of wine at the appropriate time of 5pm. It took me 4 minutes to finish off the glass. I kid you not.
So much for being a wine connoisseur. Or graceful.
I don't have much brain power to write anything clever or witty or charming. So I'll just share these few thoughts.
This year might be my most challenging. And by the true overseeing of God, it has started off very well. I have laughed and marveled and hugged and sighed and made good progress in just two days. Considering. Considering that I am teaching my normal class of 5-year-olds...with their novice eyes and impulsive hands and quick mouths...along with a few students with special needs. Two autistic boys and one girl with a chromosome disorder, to be exact.
Over the last two days I have wanted to pull my hair out. And cry. And then scoop those three up and just hug them enough to fix them. But I can't. It is amazing how one questions "normalcy" when you are inundated with "abnormal." I think about children in my family, children that I see out, my friends' kids, my friends' nieces and nephews. I'm reminded how blessed we are to be of "normal" development. I start to think about my future children. And I pray they are "normal," all the while wondering what that is. I pray that if they are not, there is someone in the school who knows how to reach them. Who doesn't want to cry, doesn't want to give up, and doesn't want to pull their hair out when my child walks through the door. What if that happens? Will I be able to give my child what he or she needs? I'm a certified professional in this exact field and I just don't know the answer.
But I tell you what. These kids make the world go round and I constantly learn that I'm not in charge here. I can't hand-pick my class. I can't hand-pick my children when I have them. But I can do my very best every day. And I can love them.
Even when Marcelo (he's "normal") hops around one too many times and I grab him by the shirt, get in his face and gripe at him to stop and his response is, "I love you, Miss Rose." Today, I said, "I love you too, Marcelo." I think I meant it.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Feel the Love...
I went to lunch today at a restaurant and then I went to the mall and then I went to the grocery store. I saw A LOT of people out and about. On more than one occasion, I thought, "Do you people have a job? Why are you not at work?" I said this out loud only once.
My least favorite thing this time of year is knowing that I must return to work in a few short days. It is very bittersweet. I can't wait to get back to what I love doing, I can't wait to meet the little people that I'll spend months and months with, I can't wait to organize and decorate my classroom, I can't wait to become a better teacher. But these excited feelings are conflicted with feelings of busyness, ineptness, and the loss of my lazy summer.
My favorite thing this time of year is watching mothers at the restaurants, malls, and grocery stores that I visit. They have a look of derangement in their eyes and I catch them pleading with their children through clenched teeth, "STOP IT! DO YOU HEAR WHAT I'M SAYING TO YOU? I JUST TOLD YOU TO...!!!!!!!!!!!!"
All is right in the world. Mothers cannot wait for school to begin so they can send their precious little terrors back to the teacher for the bulk of the day. And I cannot wait to receive these precious brains into my classroom. Quite the stark reversal from the end of May: mothers couldn't wait to recieve their children and begin the summer, and I (the teacher) was the one pleading with the child through clenched teeth and with eyes as wide as the horizon, "BECAUSE I SAID SO! JUST STOP IT!"
I can't wait!
My least favorite thing this time of year is knowing that I must return to work in a few short days. It is very bittersweet. I can't wait to get back to what I love doing, I can't wait to meet the little people that I'll spend months and months with, I can't wait to organize and decorate my classroom, I can't wait to become a better teacher. But these excited feelings are conflicted with feelings of busyness, ineptness, and the loss of my lazy summer.
My favorite thing this time of year is watching mothers at the restaurants, malls, and grocery stores that I visit. They have a look of derangement in their eyes and I catch them pleading with their children through clenched teeth, "STOP IT! DO YOU HEAR WHAT I'M SAYING TO YOU? I JUST TOLD YOU TO...!!!!!!!!!!!!"
All is right in the world. Mothers cannot wait for school to begin so they can send their precious little terrors back to the teacher for the bulk of the day. And I cannot wait to receive these precious brains into my classroom. Quite the stark reversal from the end of May: mothers couldn't wait to recieve their children and begin the summer, and I (the teacher) was the one pleading with the child through clenched teeth and with eyes as wide as the horizon, "BECAUSE I SAID SO! JUST STOP IT!"
I can't wait!
Friday, August 8, 2008
It Has Begun...
The school year is almost underway. This brings feelings of excitement, anxiety, and sadness. I also feel frustration that I didn't do more with my time or make any notable gains toward my kindergarten classroom or curriculum over the summer. I basically just went to the pool, traveled, read, and hung out.
And so I found myself thinking that I need to tackle the yearly and seemingly insurmountable task of "organizing my classroom." For the first time in years, I did not move classrooms and this proved to be a serious timesaver. In both packing my room in June, and unpacking my room in August. Because teachers are maniacal freaks (well, for many reasons) and highly controlling and competitive, we find it necessary to have our rooms look the best and be the first one "finished." So I went to elementary school today and this is what I saw in my room.
Yes, that is all of my furniture stacked and huddled in the corner. I did not leave it that way in June. I put in two good hours of work (read: heavy lifting, sweating, panting, pushing) and this is my result.
My room is pretty well "set up," so now I have the task of cleaning out files, puting more posters on the wall, buying supplies, planning the curriculum, and writing 22 precious little names on things. Not an easy task, but one I enjoy! Whew!
And so I found myself thinking that I need to tackle the yearly and seemingly insurmountable task of "organizing my classroom." For the first time in years, I did not move classrooms and this proved to be a serious timesaver. In both packing my room in June, and unpacking my room in August. Because teachers are maniacal freaks (well, for many reasons) and highly controlling and competitive, we find it necessary to have our rooms look the best and be the first one "finished." So I went to elementary school today and this is what I saw in my room.
Yes, that is all of my furniture stacked and huddled in the corner. I did not leave it that way in June. I put in two good hours of work (read: heavy lifting, sweating, panting, pushing) and this is my result.
My room is pretty well "set up," so now I have the task of cleaning out files, puting more posters on the wall, buying supplies, planning the curriculum, and writing 22 precious little names on things. Not an easy task, but one I enjoy! Whew!
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Lions and Tigers and Bears!
OH MY! You know you said it out loud just now. Admit it.
So I went on a walk this evening in a park nearby my house. It's the neighborhood park, which is why living in the smallest house in a rich neighborhood was a grand idea. You get the pool AND the park AND the playground. Don't think I haven't wanted to go down that slide...because I have.
So I went a-walking around 7:45pm and there were lots of cars in the parking lot, yet only about 7 other humans on the trail. I have been to this park at dawn and at dusk and it's in a brushy area that has a lot of housing development going on around it. I always fear that when I'm alone on the trail, I'm going to be breakfast or dinner for a large cat...like a mountain lion. And if you think that's crazy-talk, well you're wrong. There are mountain lions in a larger park in the same area of town. Yikes! Anyway, I'm always on my toes while walking on the trail...looking in the bushes and listening to rustles. Because I am strong, but I am all about Stranger Danger! Animal or human. And just in case, I have a plan to poke the mountain lion (or human) in the eyeballs should I ever be attacked.
Today, I saw plenty o' God's creatures on that trail. And I'm not talking about the two lesbians that walked behind me the entire way, despite my increase in pace to try to lose them.
I apologize. I don't actually know that they were lesbians. But the close walking and talking, athletic gear, mullets, and overall huskiness gave it away.
ANYWAY...I was about 5 minutes into my walk and I looked to my left to spy a sweet doe staring right back at me about 30 yards away. I stood for a few minutes and cooed at her and talked to her and she liked me. She didn't even scamper when I walked away. But then the lesbians were hot on my trail and the doe darted for cover.
Not twenty seconds later, I saw a lil bunny hippity hop across my path and it made me go, "OOOOOOOOOO A BUNNY!" like I'm 8 and have never seen one close up. The lesbians didn't care about the gentle cottontail.
A bit later, I saw a green snake. Yeah. But it was pencil thin and about 1.5 feet long. I stopped about 10 feet away from it and carefully considered my options. I nixed the idea of going into the brush to avoid the mountain lion lurking and ready to pounce. I narrowed it down to...Option 1: Run full speed and jump over and Option 2: Slowly step over it as wide as I can behind it.
Option 1 won out and the lesbians chose Option 2 without hesitation. Then they looked at me funny. As if I was the one with the mullet.
Then I saw a bear. Large and black and fluffy. Okay, it wasn't a bear...it was a Newfounland being walked by his owner. But it scared the bejeezus out of me and for 1.2 seconds...I thought it was a black bear on a leash.
I found out it was a Newfoundland because, while I fake-smiled at the owner and gave the dog the evil eye, the lesbians stopped the man and said, "He looks like a bear! He's beautiful! What kind?" At least I'm not the only one that thought the dog looked like a bear.
And as I rounded the trail at the end, a jackrabbit hopped across my path. Not the same bunny as before. I crouched down to watch him 7 feet away, under some brush. The lesbians passed me up but I was enamored with, "OOOOOOOOOOO LOOK ANOTHER BUNNY!"
A doe, two bunnies, a snake, a bear! OH MY!
So I went on a walk this evening in a park nearby my house. It's the neighborhood park, which is why living in the smallest house in a rich neighborhood was a grand idea. You get the pool AND the park AND the playground. Don't think I haven't wanted to go down that slide...because I have.
So I went a-walking around 7:45pm and there were lots of cars in the parking lot, yet only about 7 other humans on the trail. I have been to this park at dawn and at dusk and it's in a brushy area that has a lot of housing development going on around it. I always fear that when I'm alone on the trail, I'm going to be breakfast or dinner for a large cat...like a mountain lion. And if you think that's crazy-talk, well you're wrong. There are mountain lions in a larger park in the same area of town. Yikes! Anyway, I'm always on my toes while walking on the trail...looking in the bushes and listening to rustles. Because I am strong, but I am all about Stranger Danger! Animal or human. And just in case, I have a plan to poke the mountain lion (or human) in the eyeballs should I ever be attacked.
Today, I saw plenty o' God's creatures on that trail. And I'm not talking about the two lesbians that walked behind me the entire way, despite my increase in pace to try to lose them.
I apologize. I don't actually know that they were lesbians. But the close walking and talking, athletic gear, mullets, and overall huskiness gave it away.
ANYWAY...I was about 5 minutes into my walk and I looked to my left to spy a sweet doe staring right back at me about 30 yards away. I stood for a few minutes and cooed at her and talked to her and she liked me. She didn't even scamper when I walked away. But then the lesbians were hot on my trail and the doe darted for cover.
Not twenty seconds later, I saw a lil bunny hippity hop across my path and it made me go, "OOOOOOOOOO A BUNNY!" like I'm 8 and have never seen one close up. The lesbians didn't care about the gentle cottontail.
A bit later, I saw a green snake. Yeah. But it was pencil thin and about 1.5 feet long. I stopped about 10 feet away from it and carefully considered my options. I nixed the idea of going into the brush to avoid the mountain lion lurking and ready to pounce. I narrowed it down to...Option 1: Run full speed and jump over and Option 2: Slowly step over it as wide as I can behind it.
Option 1 won out and the lesbians chose Option 2 without hesitation. Then they looked at me funny. As if I was the one with the mullet.
Then I saw a bear. Large and black and fluffy. Okay, it wasn't a bear...it was a Newfounland being walked by his owner. But it scared the bejeezus out of me and for 1.2 seconds...I thought it was a black bear on a leash.
I found out it was a Newfoundland because, while I fake-smiled at the owner and gave the dog the evil eye, the lesbians stopped the man and said, "He looks like a bear! He's beautiful! What kind?" At least I'm not the only one that thought the dog looked like a bear.
And as I rounded the trail at the end, a jackrabbit hopped across my path. Not the same bunny as before. I crouched down to watch him 7 feet away, under some brush. The lesbians passed me up but I was enamored with, "OOOOOOOOOOO LOOK ANOTHER BUNNY!"
A doe, two bunnies, a snake, a bear! OH MY!
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
The Big O
Well I just don't know what to say to the fact that you've likely been checking back to see if I've posted anything new. And when you come to this site, you keep seeing the story about me getting my hoo-haw checked. And that's not pleasant for ANYONE. This blog will not be about my, or anyone's, hoo-haw. Promise.
Instead it's about Oprah. The Big O. Since the gods smiled upon my household and I got The DVR, I've used it to record The Oprah Winfrey Show every day. Every single day. There's so much estrogen inside my DVR that it's starting to have cramps and be moody. So yesterday, I decided that I'd clear my busy schedule of laying by the pool and painting and free time (who am I kidding? I didn't have to clear my schedule, I just did this in addition...) and watch most of the Oprah episodes stored inside The DVR. All 892 of them.
I've watched so much Oprah that I believe I just might also be a 54-year-old, Nashville-raised, Obama-supportin', Africa-teachin', Secret-believin', black woman.
Or not.
Okay well with the enormity of the Oprah recordings, I had to first sort through about 70-something episodes (I'm not kidding with that number) and erase the ones that I was FOR CERTAIN not going to poison my brain with. Episodes about Africa and politics and puppy mills. Instead, I kept the episodes about dating, polygamy, and Tom Hanks with Julia Roberts!!!
Because nothing says self-education like Forest Gump and Pretty Woman talking about plural marriage and why I'm still single. That's pretty much the summation of what I watched yesterday. And it was glorious. I was FASCINATED with the difference among the lives of plural marriage families. They are like night and day. I had no idea. Some communities are oppressive and shut off to the world, and others are modern American families just asking that their choice in lifestyle not be considered criminal.
Read: I am not going to join a plural marriage. I still belive it is unGodly. And creepy. And ALL the dudes are ugly. And they birth 6+ kids each. Through their hoo-haw! DANGIT...I promised the blog wouldn't be about hoo-haws!
And then the episode about Charlie Wilson's War made me want to 1. see the movie, 2. really like Julia Roberts, whereas I've always been opposed to her, and 3. have a serious old-guy crush on Tom Hanks.
Then there was the episode with the crazy dating-guru lady who told people why they are still single. No holds barred. And I didn't have ANY of the same problems as these poor people. So I felt a little bit better about myself. However, if I'm 35 and still single, I'm gonna call this lady.
Lastly, I watched an episode about a little thing called Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. Heard of it? Yeah, me either.
Hold on while I go make sure that I turned the sink off no less than 7 times.
Much better. As I was saying...there was this episode about OCD and I had never heard of it. Dr. Oz took some folks with severe OCD issues to an OCD camp to heal their OCD ways. Actually, he loaded them on a bus and surprised them at the OCD camp. First of all, how do you get obsessive compulsive people to agree to go with Dr. Oz anywhere unknowingly? I don't have a second of all, I'm just sayin'.
So these folks are mostly germ-a-phobs and it's ruined their lives. Admittedly, I make sure to wash my hands before I touch most, if not all, foods I put in my mouth. Only foods though. Anything else going in my trap can be full of germs. Kidding. So these folks are the very definition of OCD about germs and washing hands and not touching food and cleaning their houses and workspaces. It was literally OOC.
Out of control, for you non-acronym folks out there. Just FYI. For your information...GEEZ KEEP UP!
Dr. Oz made the OCD folk step on their bedsheets with their "dirty" shoes, give a group hug, and walk into public restrooms. Not bad, I was thinking. In fact, it just seemed like tough love to me. Like, he'd find their disorder and make them do something that any "normal" person wouldn't really think is dirty.
Until....UNTIL he made them do something so insane that I will forever and wholly abhor Dr. Oz. He made these poor OCD people touch a public toilet seat with their hands and then LICK ALL FINGERS. He made them touch the inside of a dumpster and then LICK THEIR HANDS. And you know what? They did it!
Are you freaking kidding me? I do not have OCD...maybe other disorders but definitely not OCD...yet I would NEVER, EVER lick my hands after touching a public toilet or dumpster. You are just asking for a parasite! I have a slight, yet rational, fear of bees but I'm not gonna coat my head in honey and stick it inside a hive!!!!! Goodness gracious Dr. Oz!!!!!
I bet the polygamists, Tom, and Julia would have backed me and not licked their hands, either!
Instead it's about Oprah. The Big O. Since the gods smiled upon my household and I got The DVR, I've used it to record The Oprah Winfrey Show every day. Every single day. There's so much estrogen inside my DVR that it's starting to have cramps and be moody. So yesterday, I decided that I'd clear my busy schedule of laying by the pool and painting and free time (who am I kidding? I didn't have to clear my schedule, I just did this in addition...) and watch most of the Oprah episodes stored inside The DVR. All 892 of them.
I've watched so much Oprah that I believe I just might also be a 54-year-old, Nashville-raised, Obama-supportin', Africa-teachin', Secret-believin', black woman.
Or not.
Okay well with the enormity of the Oprah recordings, I had to first sort through about 70-something episodes (I'm not kidding with that number) and erase the ones that I was FOR CERTAIN not going to poison my brain with. Episodes about Africa and politics and puppy mills. Instead, I kept the episodes about dating, polygamy, and Tom Hanks with Julia Roberts!!!
Because nothing says self-education like Forest Gump and Pretty Woman talking about plural marriage and why I'm still single. That's pretty much the summation of what I watched yesterday. And it was glorious. I was FASCINATED with the difference among the lives of plural marriage families. They are like night and day. I had no idea. Some communities are oppressive and shut off to the world, and others are modern American families just asking that their choice in lifestyle not be considered criminal.
Read: I am not going to join a plural marriage. I still belive it is unGodly. And creepy. And ALL the dudes are ugly. And they birth 6+ kids each. Through their hoo-haw! DANGIT...I promised the blog wouldn't be about hoo-haws!
And then the episode about Charlie Wilson's War made me want to 1. see the movie, 2. really like Julia Roberts, whereas I've always been opposed to her, and 3. have a serious old-guy crush on Tom Hanks.
Then there was the episode with the crazy dating-guru lady who told people why they are still single. No holds barred. And I didn't have ANY of the same problems as these poor people. So I felt a little bit better about myself. However, if I'm 35 and still single, I'm gonna call this lady.
Lastly, I watched an episode about a little thing called Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. Heard of it? Yeah, me either.
Hold on while I go make sure that I turned the sink off no less than 7 times.
Much better. As I was saying...there was this episode about OCD and I had never heard of it. Dr. Oz took some folks with severe OCD issues to an OCD camp to heal their OCD ways. Actually, he loaded them on a bus and surprised them at the OCD camp. First of all, how do you get obsessive compulsive people to agree to go with Dr. Oz anywhere unknowingly? I don't have a second of all, I'm just sayin'.
So these folks are mostly germ-a-phobs and it's ruined their lives. Admittedly, I make sure to wash my hands before I touch most, if not all, foods I put in my mouth. Only foods though. Anything else going in my trap can be full of germs. Kidding. So these folks are the very definition of OCD about germs and washing hands and not touching food and cleaning their houses and workspaces. It was literally OOC.
Out of control, for you non-acronym folks out there. Just FYI. For your information...GEEZ KEEP UP!
Dr. Oz made the OCD folk step on their bedsheets with their "dirty" shoes, give a group hug, and walk into public restrooms. Not bad, I was thinking. In fact, it just seemed like tough love to me. Like, he'd find their disorder and make them do something that any "normal" person wouldn't really think is dirty.
Until....UNTIL he made them do something so insane that I will forever and wholly abhor Dr. Oz. He made these poor OCD people touch a public toilet seat with their hands and then LICK ALL FINGERS. He made them touch the inside of a dumpster and then LICK THEIR HANDS. And you know what? They did it!
Are you freaking kidding me? I do not have OCD...maybe other disorders but definitely not OCD...yet I would NEVER, EVER lick my hands after touching a public toilet or dumpster. You are just asking for a parasite! I have a slight, yet rational, fear of bees but I'm not gonna coat my head in honey and stick it inside a hive!!!!! Goodness gracious Dr. Oz!!!!!
I bet the polygamists, Tom, and Julia would have backed me and not licked their hands, either!
Monday, June 30, 2008
Under Pressure
I have never thought of myself as having an apprehension towards doctors, doctor's offices, or doctor appointments. I see their service as a necessary and very helpful one to humankind. And goodness knows I possess neither the intelligence, ability, or desire to practice medicine. But over the last couple of years, I have noticed that I don't so much enjoy the doctor appointments.
I never really minded the opthamologist - seeing as how I've been going since I was one and a half years old. But now, I see the eye doctor visit as one that makes me feel stupid ("NO! I CAN'T READ THAT LETTER! Yes, you are correct; I do teach children their letters. But that does not make me able to read the big E!") and poor (do you know how much the contact lens consultation runs?). The dermatologist was NEVER helpful, seeing as how I'm 27 and have been on Accutane twice and I still have acne. The orthopedic surgeon was great because he fixed my knee twice, but I never want to see him again. I never minded the dentist or orthodontist when I was younger...even when I had braces. But now, I see the tooth doctor as someone who will very soon have to saw into my jaw and cut away bone that is my last widsom tooth. Why didn't my previous oral surgeon remove my third wisdom tooth while he was extracting the bottom two? Because he's a longhorn.
Oh calm down UT grads. I kid. I honestly don't know why Doctor didn't remove all three of my wisdom teeth at one time. Furthermore, I don't know why I didn't ask this question back when he removed them. And even furthermore, I don't know why I only have 3 wisdom teeth instead of four. Anyway, I fear the surgery and the verbal barrage that I must floss more...and therefore dislike the oral health visit all together!
But you know which doctor is my least favorite? The girly-visit doctor. That's right people. I know you feel my discomfort here. I'm going to share a little story with you today that is not for the weak. So brace yourself and buckle down to read a personal, yet hopefully funny, story. And because of the absurdity of my experiences today, I'm not the least bit modest with my medical history. So you're gonna pretty much get it all.
I used to have a general practitioner that was a small Asian woman.
Stop the story. Shouldn't all stories start out with a small Asian woman as the main character? Except she's not the main character...I am. And I'm not Asian. Nor relatively small.
Back to the story. Once upon a time, the small Asian lady doctor used to make me wait in her office for just shy of an hour before she'd see me. Then her apathetic physician's assistant would ask all sorts of questions in a completely dry and slightly aggravating way. She did my first PAP smear when I was 18. She was not gentle. It was not pleasant.
Do we need a minute for all of you to let the word PAP resonate? I bet you didn't see that coming. Oh and it's just the tip of the iceburg in today's lovely vignette.
So I left that doctor's practice and, quite frankly, protested all things health realated unless I was dying. I didn't go back for a girly-visit until quite some years later. I asked many a friend who they like to go to for their girly-visit doctor and one name kept coming back to me: Rami. So, I make an appointment with Rami two years ago at this time. And I went to visit Rami. Rami's my general practitioner but he does it all.
I'm not gonna lie. I was not pleased with the idea of Rami and all his glory down in mine. But he was nice. And funny. And a runner. You could pretty much be a serial killer, but if you're also a runner, I'll befriend you. I don't like many personal questions, even from the doctor. I don't like explaining myself and my decisions. But, when one is paying money to have someone evaluate you're overall health, it's not exactly helpful to answer, "I don't know" when he asks, "Have you noticed anything out of the ordinary? Is there anything you'd like to bring to my attention today?" So I shared with Rami as many details as I could muster...told him I protest the girly-doctor visit...told him that he's on an interview process.
Rami brought in the lady physician assistant so he could do the full body exam that we all know and love. And you know what? Rami's good. Until I heard some rustling and then he said the word "biopsy." Then I punched him in the face. After he came to, he asked for another assistant...because YES! LET'S INVITE MORE PEOPLE IN HERE TO SEE THIS! And so now we're all down there and I'm sweating in a panic. Then I heard a lady crack the door and yell, "Yolanda! Can you bring some more ______? We're gonna need more _______." It was a medical term and I didn't know it until Rami explained that it's an anesthetic. Oh good. Open the door up and bring someone else in here...with an anesthetic. My lucky day.
LOOOOONG story shorter...tears...frantic phonecall to Loop from the parking lot...a week of waiting...and finally negative test results and negative follow up appointments later...I was okay. Like a fool, I made another appointment to see him last year. Except that appointment was short and sweet and no mess. Probably because I sweated balls while I was in there and said two words to him the entire visit. It was a self-imposed shun of Rami because I feared the procedure and that he might say the B-word again. And he did not. And I loved Rami again.
So, today was my annual appointment with Rami. I made sure to have a relaxing morning and did all the things I like to do: run, email, watch lots of morning television, ate a good lunch, and drank a lot of water so I can be ready to pee in a cup. I mentally prepared myself. Not to mention the personal grooming that takes place before this doctor's appointment. Because, while I'm sure it's not THAT big of a deal to him, no one wants to be talked about at the water cooler for their lack of ladyscaping. And I was also prepared to discuss with him my acne issues. Which make me want to stick my head inside a cellophane sack and inhale repeatedly. Because ACNE AT 27 FOR NO APPARENT REASON IS ASININE.
I went through the whole kit and kaboodle of questions and answered them with a smile on my face and even made small talk with the physician's assistant. She's about 50 and very maternal. I like her a lot. Except for last year when I saw her at Barnes and Noble THE DAY AFTER she assisted with my PAP smear. She has a second-job and checked me out at the cash register. I don't think she recognized me with my clothes on and my legs not in stirrups. So, I answered PA Barnes & Noble's questions and we chit chatted and I tried not to sweat balls in the office. Then Rami came in and asked if it would be okay if a new physician's assistant came in to ask me some questions, "Because she's a student and it would be so helpful if she could come in and learn and..." And I cut him off with, "Yeah yeah yeah...bring her in." I was not totally on board with this idea but something told me to be a good sport. I instantly thought of me being a student teacher and needing to learn from experience. I've had several students observe my teaching and I let them work with my kids so that they can be proficient teachers one day. And the only way you're gonna learn is if you get in there and get your hands dirty. Pun intended. I let the PA come in to ask me some questions.
Okay. Well PA comes in...and let's just rename her PA Hottie. That's right. The 5'10'' blonde-haired, blue-eyed, fit, impeccable-skinned, kick-ace-diamond-ring-on-her-left-hand-wearing PA Hottie came in and shook my hand.
I wanted to kick her in the shins, but then thought that might be a touch less than graceful. I shook her hand and immediately thought myself to be a squatty and unintelligent pod of a person. Then I noticed she is an Aggie! PRAISE THE LORD - we have common ground! I ask her if she was and what year and she replied, "Yes, '05." very unaffected. Like she didn't even remember. I have to give the girl some credit -and yes, GIRL because she's younger than I am- she was professional and kind and asked all the medical history in a pleasant way. I kind of liked her. I kind of want to look her up on Facebook because I bet she has a site. Because, apparently, I'm the only one who doesn't. Okay so she goes through my ENTIRE family's medical history, and I had to tell her in detail all about my surgeries and procedures. Do you remember me saying earlier that I don't exactly like answering these personal questions? She made me repeat that I'm not on any medications twice. Like she didn't believe me. And then asked AGAIN, "So, no birth control? No vitamins?" I'm sorry...since when is a daily multi-vitamin considered medication? I admitted to the "women's daily multi-vitamin" but nothing else with a pseudo-smile on my face. I finished answering PA Hottie's questions because I know she's just a lil pup learning to medicate folks like me.
Then Rami came in and said that she's gonna do the exam...and then he explained how to get undressed and put on the "gown" with the white paper blanket that has the thickness of a doily to cover my legs. Seriously, do you need to remind me year after year how to do this? I got it. I follow Rami's instructions and PA Hottie and PA Barnes and Noble come back in. PA B&N looks busy getting the instruments ready and PA Hottie goes ahead and feels me up. Surprisingly, I was okay with this. I'd rather them do that than touch my stomach. And then she touched my stomach and I wanted to kick her in the shins for the second time. Especially when she blinded me with this again...
Okay so PA B&N has the stirrups ready to go...I'm mentally prepared...I'm hangin' off the table...and PA B&N reminds...REMINDS...PA Hottie to show me what she's doing. Hottie goes through the whole "This is what's gonna happen..." schpeil and I wanted to say, "Save it!" but just smiled and offered "Okay!" Because what I really want is a student down there in my business weilding a speculum with as much coordination as a one-armed monkey. Y'all she was down there for at least three times the normal amount and I heard her say, "I can't find the cervix."
Didn't see that coming either, did you? Yeah...NEITHER DID I. I wanted to say, "Well...I'm pretty sure it's there...so HUSTLE IT UP!"
There was so much fishing around and breeziness going on. I tried to remind myself that she was just a young lil Ag and relax as I sang the War Hymn quietly to myself. That's a joke...I didn't. I sang Spirit of Aggieland. Anyway, about 8 minutes later (and that's an accurate account, and FAR too long to be doin' that in my opinion), she found my cervix -YIPPEE!- and did what she had to do. Truth be told, it wasn't bad...it was just long and exposed. I mean, she was down there long enough to find my lungs from her angle. The PAs even made some sort of joke of needing a helmet like the ones miners wear...you know, with the light on the front? Yeah...NOT FUNNY RIGHT NOW. Are you done yet? Then I sat up and she reminded me that we weren't finished and had to do the pelvic and hiney-mo exam. She offered me a "Sorry" because she took so long. I don't know if a doctor is ever supposed to say "sorry" but I felt bad for the girl. She probably wants to be a PA for the cardiac unit and here she is - goin' full throttle on the ob-gyn spectrum. It's kind of like your first love though...she'll never forget her first PAP. Okay so FINALLY, I was able to sit up and hurriedly covered myself with the doily. As PAs Hottie and B&N walked out, Hottie said, "Thank you" and I replied with "Sure!" What? WHO AM I? Why say "Sure" or "No problem" or "Thank you" even? I don't quite know the appropriate response but I should not have been thanked.
Rami came back and we discussed the acne issues. He peppered PA Hottie with medical terms and causes to acne and possible options to medicate. She didn't know the answers, by the way. We dicussed my options and I got pretty riled up about it. Because I don't know if you've heard, but I'M A 27-YEAR-OLD WITH ACNE. I told him about the Proactive and how it's actually helping. After a lengthy discussion in which I emphatically shared my opinions on birth control, Accutane, topical treatments, and antibiotics...he gave me an inexpensive prescription antibiotic and a FREE YEAR'S SUPPLY of something that will clear it up. I'm not a fan of what he gave me because it is not being used for it's medical purpose...but Shhhhhh...we'll just ignore it and hope and pray that my acne goes away. I tell you folks, when all else fails, remind the kind physician that you are a poor teacher and he'll give you free stuff. Works every time!
Speculum...PAP...birth control...I don't even care if this blog gets flagged. There is probably some female higher-up at Blogger that firmly believes my story must be shared with the masses. No male knows our pain.
And guess what...praise the Lord for no biopsies. Amen.
I never really minded the opthamologist - seeing as how I've been going since I was one and a half years old. But now, I see the eye doctor visit as one that makes me feel stupid ("NO! I CAN'T READ THAT LETTER! Yes, you are correct; I do teach children their letters. But that does not make me able to read the big E!") and poor (do you know how much the contact lens consultation runs?). The dermatologist was NEVER helpful, seeing as how I'm 27 and have been on Accutane twice and I still have acne. The orthopedic surgeon was great because he fixed my knee twice, but I never want to see him again. I never minded the dentist or orthodontist when I was younger...even when I had braces. But now, I see the tooth doctor as someone who will very soon have to saw into my jaw and cut away bone that is my last widsom tooth. Why didn't my previous oral surgeon remove my third wisdom tooth while he was extracting the bottom two? Because he's a longhorn.
Oh calm down UT grads. I kid. I honestly don't know why Doctor didn't remove all three of my wisdom teeth at one time. Furthermore, I don't know why I didn't ask this question back when he removed them. And even furthermore, I don't know why I only have 3 wisdom teeth instead of four. Anyway, I fear the surgery and the verbal barrage that I must floss more...and therefore dislike the oral health visit all together!
But you know which doctor is my least favorite? The girly-visit doctor. That's right people. I know you feel my discomfort here. I'm going to share a little story with you today that is not for the weak. So brace yourself and buckle down to read a personal, yet hopefully funny, story. And because of the absurdity of my experiences today, I'm not the least bit modest with my medical history. So you're gonna pretty much get it all.
I used to have a general practitioner that was a small Asian woman.
Stop the story. Shouldn't all stories start out with a small Asian woman as the main character? Except she's not the main character...I am. And I'm not Asian. Nor relatively small.
Back to the story. Once upon a time, the small Asian lady doctor used to make me wait in her office for just shy of an hour before she'd see me. Then her apathetic physician's assistant would ask all sorts of questions in a completely dry and slightly aggravating way. She did my first PAP smear when I was 18. She was not gentle. It was not pleasant.
Do we need a minute for all of you to let the word PAP resonate? I bet you didn't see that coming. Oh and it's just the tip of the iceburg in today's lovely vignette.
So I left that doctor's practice and, quite frankly, protested all things health realated unless I was dying. I didn't go back for a girly-visit until quite some years later. I asked many a friend who they like to go to for their girly-visit doctor and one name kept coming back to me: Rami. So, I make an appointment with Rami two years ago at this time. And I went to visit Rami. Rami's my general practitioner but he does it all.
I'm not gonna lie. I was not pleased with the idea of Rami and all his glory down in mine. But he was nice. And funny. And a runner. You could pretty much be a serial killer, but if you're also a runner, I'll befriend you. I don't like many personal questions, even from the doctor. I don't like explaining myself and my decisions. But, when one is paying money to have someone evaluate you're overall health, it's not exactly helpful to answer, "I don't know" when he asks, "Have you noticed anything out of the ordinary? Is there anything you'd like to bring to my attention today?" So I shared with Rami as many details as I could muster...told him I protest the girly-doctor visit...told him that he's on an interview process.
Rami brought in the lady physician assistant so he could do the full body exam that we all know and love. And you know what? Rami's good. Until I heard some rustling and then he said the word "biopsy." Then I punched him in the face. After he came to, he asked for another assistant...because YES! LET'S INVITE MORE PEOPLE IN HERE TO SEE THIS! And so now we're all down there and I'm sweating in a panic. Then I heard a lady crack the door and yell, "Yolanda! Can you bring some more ______? We're gonna need more _______." It was a medical term and I didn't know it until Rami explained that it's an anesthetic. Oh good. Open the door up and bring someone else in here...with an anesthetic. My lucky day.
LOOOOONG story shorter...tears...frantic phonecall to Loop from the parking lot...a week of waiting...and finally negative test results and negative follow up appointments later...I was okay. Like a fool, I made another appointment to see him last year. Except that appointment was short and sweet and no mess. Probably because I sweated balls while I was in there and said two words to him the entire visit. It was a self-imposed shun of Rami because I feared the procedure and that he might say the B-word again. And he did not. And I loved Rami again.
So, today was my annual appointment with Rami. I made sure to have a relaxing morning and did all the things I like to do: run, email, watch lots of morning television, ate a good lunch, and drank a lot of water so I can be ready to pee in a cup. I mentally prepared myself. Not to mention the personal grooming that takes place before this doctor's appointment. Because, while I'm sure it's not THAT big of a deal to him, no one wants to be talked about at the water cooler for their lack of ladyscaping. And I was also prepared to discuss with him my acne issues. Which make me want to stick my head inside a cellophane sack and inhale repeatedly. Because ACNE AT 27 FOR NO APPARENT REASON IS ASININE.
I went through the whole kit and kaboodle of questions and answered them with a smile on my face and even made small talk with the physician's assistant. She's about 50 and very maternal. I like her a lot. Except for last year when I saw her at Barnes and Noble THE DAY AFTER she assisted with my PAP smear. She has a second-job and checked me out at the cash register. I don't think she recognized me with my clothes on and my legs not in stirrups. So, I answered PA Barnes & Noble's questions and we chit chatted and I tried not to sweat balls in the office. Then Rami came in and asked if it would be okay if a new physician's assistant came in to ask me some questions, "Because she's a student and it would be so helpful if she could come in and learn and..." And I cut him off with, "Yeah yeah yeah...bring her in." I was not totally on board with this idea but something told me to be a good sport. I instantly thought of me being a student teacher and needing to learn from experience. I've had several students observe my teaching and I let them work with my kids so that they can be proficient teachers one day. And the only way you're gonna learn is if you get in there and get your hands dirty. Pun intended. I let the PA come in to ask me some questions.
Okay. Well PA comes in...and let's just rename her PA Hottie. That's right. The 5'10'' blonde-haired, blue-eyed, fit, impeccable-skinned, kick-ace-diamond-ring-on-her-left-hand-wearing PA Hottie came in and shook my hand.
I wanted to kick her in the shins, but then thought that might be a touch less than graceful. I shook her hand and immediately thought myself to be a squatty and unintelligent pod of a person. Then I noticed she is an Aggie! PRAISE THE LORD - we have common ground! I ask her if she was and what year and she replied, "Yes, '05." very unaffected. Like she didn't even remember. I have to give the girl some credit -and yes, GIRL because she's younger than I am- she was professional and kind and asked all the medical history in a pleasant way. I kind of liked her. I kind of want to look her up on Facebook because I bet she has a site. Because, apparently, I'm the only one who doesn't. Okay so she goes through my ENTIRE family's medical history, and I had to tell her in detail all about my surgeries and procedures. Do you remember me saying earlier that I don't exactly like answering these personal questions? She made me repeat that I'm not on any medications twice. Like she didn't believe me. And then asked AGAIN, "So, no birth control? No vitamins?" I'm sorry...since when is a daily multi-vitamin considered medication? I admitted to the "women's daily multi-vitamin" but nothing else with a pseudo-smile on my face. I finished answering PA Hottie's questions because I know she's just a lil pup learning to medicate folks like me.
Then Rami came in and said that she's gonna do the exam...and then he explained how to get undressed and put on the "gown" with the white paper blanket that has the thickness of a doily to cover my legs. Seriously, do you need to remind me year after year how to do this? I got it. I follow Rami's instructions and PA Hottie and PA Barnes and Noble come back in. PA B&N looks busy getting the instruments ready and PA Hottie goes ahead and feels me up. Surprisingly, I was okay with this. I'd rather them do that than touch my stomach. And then she touched my stomach and I wanted to kick her in the shins for the second time. Especially when she blinded me with this again...
Okay so PA B&N has the stirrups ready to go...I'm mentally prepared...I'm hangin' off the table...and PA B&N reminds...REMINDS...PA Hottie to show me what she's doing. Hottie goes through the whole "This is what's gonna happen..." schpeil and I wanted to say, "Save it!" but just smiled and offered "Okay!" Because what I really want is a student down there in my business weilding a speculum with as much coordination as a one-armed monkey. Y'all she was down there for at least three times the normal amount and I heard her say, "I can't find the cervix."
Didn't see that coming either, did you? Yeah...NEITHER DID I. I wanted to say, "Well...I'm pretty sure it's there...so HUSTLE IT UP!"
There was so much fishing around and breeziness going on. I tried to remind myself that she was just a young lil Ag and relax as I sang the War Hymn quietly to myself. That's a joke...I didn't. I sang Spirit of Aggieland. Anyway, about 8 minutes later (and that's an accurate account, and FAR too long to be doin' that in my opinion), she found my cervix -YIPPEE!- and did what she had to do. Truth be told, it wasn't bad...it was just long and exposed. I mean, she was down there long enough to find my lungs from her angle. The PAs even made some sort of joke of needing a helmet like the ones miners wear...you know, with the light on the front? Yeah...NOT FUNNY RIGHT NOW. Are you done yet? Then I sat up and she reminded me that we weren't finished and had to do the pelvic and hiney-mo exam. She offered me a "Sorry" because she took so long. I don't know if a doctor is ever supposed to say "sorry" but I felt bad for the girl. She probably wants to be a PA for the cardiac unit and here she is - goin' full throttle on the ob-gyn spectrum. It's kind of like your first love though...she'll never forget her first PAP. Okay so FINALLY, I was able to sit up and hurriedly covered myself with the doily. As PAs Hottie and B&N walked out, Hottie said, "Thank you" and I replied with "Sure!" What? WHO AM I? Why say "Sure" or "No problem" or "Thank you" even? I don't quite know the appropriate response but I should not have been thanked.
Rami came back and we discussed the acne issues. He peppered PA Hottie with medical terms and causes to acne and possible options to medicate. She didn't know the answers, by the way. We dicussed my options and I got pretty riled up about it. Because I don't know if you've heard, but I'M A 27-YEAR-OLD WITH ACNE. I told him about the Proactive and how it's actually helping. After a lengthy discussion in which I emphatically shared my opinions on birth control, Accutane, topical treatments, and antibiotics...he gave me an inexpensive prescription antibiotic and a FREE YEAR'S SUPPLY of something that will clear it up. I'm not a fan of what he gave me because it is not being used for it's medical purpose...but Shhhhhh...we'll just ignore it and hope and pray that my acne goes away. I tell you folks, when all else fails, remind the kind physician that you are a poor teacher and he'll give you free stuff. Works every time!
Speculum...PAP...birth control...I don't even care if this blog gets flagged. There is probably some female higher-up at Blogger that firmly believes my story must be shared with the masses. No male knows our pain.
And guess what...praise the Lord for no biopsies. Amen.
Friday, June 27, 2008
The Little Things
A loooooooooooooong time ago...like 8 months...I started doing my blog and writing "The Little Things" on Fridays. I don't know what happened to that idea. Other than it probably got pushed into the recesses of my brain, covered up by silly worries and life issues that really were a waste of time. So, with that bit of optimism, I'm going to make my Friday list of The Little Things in life that are good.
1. Vera Bradley. I love her purses, bags, clutches, etc. This week, I bought two pieces of a pattern that is being discontinued. Vera would be my hero if she were a real person. You can see the loot I bought here: http://www.verabradley.com/Site/Store/ProductDetail.aspx?dept=400&sku=10326%3a60.
2. Laying out every other day at my leisure. Sizzling my skin to a nice, brown tone with oils and lotions and potions that are akin to something you'd rotisserie a chicken in.
3. Apple crisp. It's the perfect summer dessert. Make sure you serve it with ice cream because the thermometer is nearing 147 degrees and eating a warm dish from the oven would be a death-wish. Enjoy!
3/4 cup brown sugar (packed)
1/2 cup flour
3/4 cup Quaker oats
1/2 cup margarine or butter
fruit: apples, peaches, berries. Wash, remove skin, slice. (about 3 cups, but use as much or little fruit as you'd like!)
Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Grease round 8-inch pan with butter. Place fruit in bottom of pan. In separate bowl, mix oats, sugar, flour. Mix in butter to make a cumbly mixture. Put mixture on top of fruit. Bake for 30-35 minutes. Makes 6 servings.
1. Vera Bradley. I love her purses, bags, clutches, etc. This week, I bought two pieces of a pattern that is being discontinued. Vera would be my hero if she were a real person. You can see the loot I bought here: http://www.verabradley.com/Site/Store/ProductDetail.aspx?dept=400&sku=10326%3a60.
2. Laying out every other day at my leisure. Sizzling my skin to a nice, brown tone with oils and lotions and potions that are akin to something you'd rotisserie a chicken in.
3. Apple crisp. It's the perfect summer dessert. Make sure you serve it with ice cream because the thermometer is nearing 147 degrees and eating a warm dish from the oven would be a death-wish. Enjoy!
3/4 cup brown sugar (packed)
1/2 cup flour
3/4 cup Quaker oats
1/2 cup margarine or butter
fruit: apples, peaches, berries. Wash, remove skin, slice. (about 3 cups, but use as much or little fruit as you'd like!)
Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Grease round 8-inch pan with butter. Place fruit in bottom of pan. In separate bowl, mix oats, sugar, flour. Mix in butter to make a cumbly mixture. Put mixture on top of fruit. Bake for 30-35 minutes. Makes 6 servings.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Classy Topic
It's summer for me. I have no job. I don't see a WHOLE lot of people. So, I have nothing to blog about. Unless, of course, you want to hear about how 1 in 5 people have genital herpes...which I'm sure you don't. The only reason I know that is because they run the Valtrex commercial on daytime television no less than once every 9 minutes. It's a fact. Seriously, who is their audience here? Middle aged moms that are making lunch for their 7-year-olds. Are they really worried about herpes and their need for an anti-viral medicine? I think not.
ANYWAY...because I have nothing to write about, I'm going to start posting blogs from my early days of blogging. Before I had Blogger...before I had readers across the globe. Or...whatever...all 7 of my readers. You get my drift, though. So, I found this blog that I wrote back in October and it was about kindergartneres and poop. They two are mutually inclusive. ENJOY!!
Installment number 2. Number 2 makes me think of a couple of things. First, this is my second installment of my blog. I might have another installment tonight because I think it's so fun. So perhaps that can make up for the fact that I might skip some days - you know, if I'm busy eating cookie dough or something. Number 2 also makes me think of little boys in the bathroom. I said that I wasn't going to share my normal stories of "Pete peed his pants and Marina cried on the playground and my coworker won't check her email." I lied. Nobody has peed yet today (well, in their pants), but a little boy has spent the better part of the day crying (in the computer lab becuase he couldn't double click, time out in the room because he touched the knife I was using to cut the pumpkin -yes, I let the children play with knives) and my coworker is really stupid. She can't figure out how to check email and further she called humus "hyoomis" today. I looked at her like, "Seriously? You've never heard of HUMus? Ugh." But I just averted my eyes. Okay so moving on to why I think of little boys in the bathroom for #2. I just walked by the bathroom and eavesdropped on two of my CUTE kids from last year (first grade now) and one of them was obviously going #2 and I pieced that together from the grunting and straining that I heard. I started giggling to myself and listened for a sec, which turned into 7 minutes while the other one was just conversing about how "his karate teacher got fired but before that he could punch like 100 times a minute. 1000 actually. Hurry up! How badly do you have to go? Like 100 percent or 200 percent? HURRY UP!" OMG I love my job!
So I don't know what it is about today, but #2s must be 'in the air'. Today, while we are walking up from recess...in two straight lines (well, as straight as straight can get for forty 5-year-olds coming down from their fruit-roll-up-snack high and fresh off the playground hysteria) and one little honey squeals, "EWWWWW MISS ROSE!!!!!!! SOMEBODY POOPED!" as if she's tattling on her incontinent little friend who has just squatted and done some business. She's pointing to the ground and I can't see...I'm like 20 yards away (they're stragglers) and can't see the poop but I'm HOPING it's from an animal. I start laughing...real laughing because it's just that funny...and tell them that it's probably and hopefully from a dog or other large animal and to please not step in it. I reiterate this point for a good 3 minutes. Does anyone else say at work to another person, "Watch out. Don't step in the poop!" ? Sure enough, we walk a few more yards and a little boy then exclaims that he got it on him and shows me a LARGE SCHMEAR of poop on the back of his right calf. I'm so laughing at this point and we ALL stop and get off the sidewalk and onto the grass, I remind them not to step in any poop, and wipe your feet on the grass because we "will not trek poop into our lovely place of learning. The school is no place for poop!" I tell the little boy all about how when we get inside, he is to first wipe the poop off his leg with SEVERAL baby wipes, making sure not to get it on his hands, and then to wash his hands really really well to get the germs off. Okay. So, we make it inside and I'm doubled-over laughing about how many times I have just said "poop" with the five-year-olds and how a school is no place for the poop.
Then Mr. Gonzales comes in and shows my class the fossils of "dinosaur poop" that his class has just created and examined in the science lab.
To Mr. Gonzales: Thank you for discrediting my point that school is no place for poop. The kindergarteners will never believe anything else I say. Well played my friend, well played.
Monday, June 23, 2008
Looky What I Did!
Well I'm bored. I know, I know...I should bite my tongue and not admit that my readers. If nothing other than for fear of being struck down by the masses that purport that teachers "have the best job ever because you have summers off." Well I'm here to tell you that I'm bored.
And it's not like I'm not busy because I am. I've had lunch with a friend, worked a little on the computer (actual work, and not cyber-stalking), I ran 4 miles, finished reading a book, and I'm about to go donate blood. If donating blood doesn't trump everyone else's day as productive then I don't know what does. Perhaps I'll donate a kidney tomorrow.
Anyway, in all my free time, I've gotten really good at making a mocha frapaccino that rivals Starbucks...I gave myself a dang good pedicure...
Do you see the Fitness magazine next to my pretty toes? I read it and almost threw it into the fireplace. Except that would have done no good because I have no logs in the fireplace. Oh yeah...and it's 147 degrees today, so no need for the fire. Shockingly, the magazine was chock full of buff and trim women who do simple things like leg lifts. I'm sorry...have leg lifts EVER done anything for anyone other than prove that yes, you do have cellulite? The magazine has been sitting there for the last month and I scoff every time I see it. Even under my pretty toes.
Also, I hauled various objects from my backyard to the front yard for trash pick up.
That's right. MANUAL LABOR.
I hate working in the yard. Which is surprising because I like to be outdoors and I like to sweat. Even in Texas on June 21 when it's 147 degrees outside. I just don't like the unknown of flowerbeds: the critters or slithering creatures and just what in the world to do with all the plants that JUST KEEP GROWING. Stop growing for heaven's sakes! On Saturday, I decided to attack some green vines with my new pruning shears. Turns out, a machete would have worked better. But I found some good stuff!
Apparently, the previous owners aren't missing their butterfly stone (atrocious), boogie board (hidden behind the A/C unit), the lattice work thing (that I pulled off of the fence with my bare hands and brut strength), and the big tree stump (that I unearthed and found NO snakes!). It was productive to say the least.
Take that tax-payers!
And it's not like I'm not busy because I am. I've had lunch with a friend, worked a little on the computer (actual work, and not cyber-stalking), I ran 4 miles, finished reading a book, and I'm about to go donate blood. If donating blood doesn't trump everyone else's day as productive then I don't know what does. Perhaps I'll donate a kidney tomorrow.
Anyway, in all my free time, I've gotten really good at making a mocha frapaccino that rivals Starbucks...I gave myself a dang good pedicure...
Do you see the Fitness magazine next to my pretty toes? I read it and almost threw it into the fireplace. Except that would have done no good because I have no logs in the fireplace. Oh yeah...and it's 147 degrees today, so no need for the fire. Shockingly, the magazine was chock full of buff and trim women who do simple things like leg lifts. I'm sorry...have leg lifts EVER done anything for anyone other than prove that yes, you do have cellulite? The magazine has been sitting there for the last month and I scoff every time I see it. Even under my pretty toes.
Also, I hauled various objects from my backyard to the front yard for trash pick up.
That's right. MANUAL LABOR.
I hate working in the yard. Which is surprising because I like to be outdoors and I like to sweat. Even in Texas on June 21 when it's 147 degrees outside. I just don't like the unknown of flowerbeds: the critters or slithering creatures and just what in the world to do with all the plants that JUST KEEP GROWING. Stop growing for heaven's sakes! On Saturday, I decided to attack some green vines with my new pruning shears. Turns out, a machete would have worked better. But I found some good stuff!
Apparently, the previous owners aren't missing their butterfly stone (atrocious), boogie board (hidden behind the A/C unit), the lattice work thing (that I pulled off of the fence with my bare hands and brut strength), and the big tree stump (that I unearthed and found NO snakes!). It was productive to say the least.
Take that tax-payers!
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Smooth Operator
After precious amounts of time and my retinal health were sucked from me yesterday in the Great Sunglasses Search of '08, I came home and ate a healthy snack. Nothing says abs of steel like a big bowl o' queso. And I only used he best ingredients: Velveeta, Pace, and Tostitos. All name brands, you notice? I figure the name brand foods can make up for the fact that I spent ONE DOLLAR on sunglasses. And those puppies served me well today. Good purchase.
I ate my snack at like 5:30, and then got hungry for actual sustenance around 7:30. A friend was coming over to watch The Bachelorette (who I have a super-girl-crush on...DeAnna, not my friend) so I needed to make a quick meal. I needed an efficient meal to curb my queso fiasco from a few hours earlier. I needed protein, greens, calcium...healthy stuff. So I decided a smoothie was my best option.
Have I ever made a food smoothie before? No I have not. My smoothies are chocolate protein shakes that are made with milk. And if they didn't add so much bulk to my body, I'd drink them all the time and even use them to brush my teeth. Delicious.
I have a friend who makes a food smoothie every day and he's very healthy. And I've tried the smoothie before and it's acceptable. Not like I'd brush my teeth with it, but good nonetheless. So I decided to make one of my own. Except that I substituted a couple ingredients that I prefer, over his broccoli and tasteless protein powder. My smoothie consisted of: a small strawberry Light Done Right yogurt, frozen peach slices, honey, milk, the chocolate protein powder, almonds, and spinach. All excellent ingredients by themselves. And my queso-euphoria had me believing that these would be just as tasty in a blended form. After all, I had tasted my friend's smoothie and it had similar ingredients.
Well, my smoothie, though serving it's purpose for speed and nutrition, tasted like vomit. Looked like vomit, too. Smelled fine. And it wasn't the spinach that ruined it...that green stuff is GOOD. I went wrong with the almonds. They were salted and should have been saltless. Cruel.
I finished off my food smoothie and ate some ice cream with Heath pieces on top. Blue Bell makes a new flavor, folks! Centennial Cupcake. Cake batter ice cream, cake pieces, chocolate icing swirl, and green clover sprinkles. The sprinkles support the 100th anniversary of 4H in the state of Texas. I once knew a girl in 4H. She had a lamb named Fleece.
I bet that friend of mine, and Fleece -wherever she is, God rest her soul- would support me brushing my teeth and even bathing in Centennial Cupcake. I highly recommend.
I ate my snack at like 5:30, and then got hungry for actual sustenance around 7:30. A friend was coming over to watch The Bachelorette (who I have a super-girl-crush on...DeAnna, not my friend) so I needed to make a quick meal. I needed an efficient meal to curb my queso fiasco from a few hours earlier. I needed protein, greens, calcium...healthy stuff. So I decided a smoothie was my best option.
Have I ever made a food smoothie before? No I have not. My smoothies are chocolate protein shakes that are made with milk. And if they didn't add so much bulk to my body, I'd drink them all the time and even use them to brush my teeth. Delicious.
I have a friend who makes a food smoothie every day and he's very healthy. And I've tried the smoothie before and it's acceptable. Not like I'd brush my teeth with it, but good nonetheless. So I decided to make one of my own. Except that I substituted a couple ingredients that I prefer, over his broccoli and tasteless protein powder. My smoothie consisted of: a small strawberry Light Done Right yogurt, frozen peach slices, honey, milk, the chocolate protein powder, almonds, and spinach. All excellent ingredients by themselves. And my queso-euphoria had me believing that these would be just as tasty in a blended form. After all, I had tasted my friend's smoothie and it had similar ingredients.
Well, my smoothie, though serving it's purpose for speed and nutrition, tasted like vomit. Looked like vomit, too. Smelled fine. And it wasn't the spinach that ruined it...that green stuff is GOOD. I went wrong with the almonds. They were salted and should have been saltless. Cruel.
I finished off my food smoothie and ate some ice cream with Heath pieces on top. Blue Bell makes a new flavor, folks! Centennial Cupcake. Cake batter ice cream, cake pieces, chocolate icing swirl, and green clover sprinkles. The sprinkles support the 100th anniversary of 4H in the state of Texas. I once knew a girl in 4H. She had a lamb named Fleece.
I bet that friend of mine, and Fleece -wherever she is, God rest her soul- would support me brushing my teeth and even bathing in Centennial Cupcake. I highly recommend.
Monday, June 16, 2008
Time Suck Continuum
I lose sunglasses. Not a lot, but I inevitably lose them. I have one pair that I really like and they were purchased at Target. All hail The Target. I don't go nicer than Target sunglasses. Because, as previously stated, I likely lose said sunglasses.
Well, I purchased a second "just in case" pair in March. These were worn with as much frequency as the standard Target sunglasses. However, the new sunglasses were only $7.99 and also purchased at Target. As opposed to my "high end" sunglasses purchased at Target for $12.99.
Gotta love Mossimo at Target. Gotta love Super Target.
A while back, my sunglasses were dropped into Medina Lake. I was at the lake over Memorial Day and this boy that I'm dating (and actually like for longer than 2 weeks) dropped them into the lake. He was chivalrously hoisting down the wakeboard from the overhead-wakeboard-holder-contraption-thing (that is the official name) for me to ride, and his muscles were bulging, and he dropped my glasses into the drink. With quicker reflexes than a puma, I flung my bikini-clad body into the water, touched the precious sunglasses numerous times, before kicking them farther down towards the sandy bottom.
I am a graceful specimen.
Then, the most monumental thing happened: I didn't get mad that my Just In Case Target $7.99 Sunglasses were lost. Did I mention the bulging muscles? I think I was distracted. Oh, and I was about to attempt wakeboarding for the first time in my life and I was preoccupied with pre-game motivational and competitive thoughts that were running rampant in my brain. I'm pretty sure I even said out loud, "LET'S GO ROSE! YOU GOT THIS!", to which all four males aboard the boat looked at me with fear as if I were Kathy Bates from Misery.
So, now I'm down to my ONE TRUSTY $12.99 PAIR OF TARGET GLASSES. That I've had for over 6 months. Astounding, I know.
This morning, I got up for a run and looked for my sunglasses because it's BRIGHTER THAN THE SURFACE OF THE SUN at 7:45am in Texas. It's like the equator is a myth and we live here at the closest possible location to our planet's source of heat. Good grief. Anyway, I left the house, walked outside (dry-heaved from the heat) and then went back inside for my sunglasses. Except, I can't find them. They aren't in my purse and they aren't in my car.
I can't find them I say. Where are they? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
I think I left them in Bulging Muscle Boy's car or house and can't find them at my convenience. I begrudgingly run, and managed to make it the entire day without sending a frantic, "WHERE THE HADES ARE MY SUNGLASSES SINCE YOU LOST THE FIRST FRICKIN' PAIR?" text.
Again, I am a graceful specimen. Quite the catch, no?
I went to Target at about 3:30, searched the entire wall o' glasses, and came up with NOTHING. I was very willing to purchase the $14.99 pair, too. Because I am WITHOUT SUNGLASSES PEOPLE. Admittedly, the $14.99 pair were 30% off and I couldn't do the mental math, but I was pretty sure it was cheaper than $12.99. That is, if I found a pair I would actually wear in the presence of others. Which I could not.
Dejected, I took a stroll through the $1 section, and found a pair of packaged sunglasses. I kid you not. It's like my agony and searching was just so God could get a kick out of my eye degeneration from all the UV rays I've been absorbing for the last day! Seriously, the $1 pair were way better than any $7.99, $12.99, or $14.99 at 30% off pair that Target (pronounced Tar-jjay) has to offer.
Tar-jjay and not Tar-GIT since I am a graceful creature.
Well, I purchased a second "just in case" pair in March. These were worn with as much frequency as the standard Target sunglasses. However, the new sunglasses were only $7.99 and also purchased at Target. As opposed to my "high end" sunglasses purchased at Target for $12.99.
Gotta love Mossimo at Target. Gotta love Super Target.
A while back, my sunglasses were dropped into Medina Lake. I was at the lake over Memorial Day and this boy that I'm dating (and actually like for longer than 2 weeks) dropped them into the lake. He was chivalrously hoisting down the wakeboard from the overhead-wakeboard-holder-contraption-thing (that is the official name) for me to ride, and his muscles were bulging, and he dropped my glasses into the drink. With quicker reflexes than a puma, I flung my bikini-clad body into the water, touched the precious sunglasses numerous times, before kicking them farther down towards the sandy bottom.
I am a graceful specimen.
Then, the most monumental thing happened: I didn't get mad that my Just In Case Target $7.99 Sunglasses were lost. Did I mention the bulging muscles? I think I was distracted. Oh, and I was about to attempt wakeboarding for the first time in my life and I was preoccupied with pre-game motivational and competitive thoughts that were running rampant in my brain. I'm pretty sure I even said out loud, "LET'S GO ROSE! YOU GOT THIS!", to which all four males aboard the boat looked at me with fear as if I were Kathy Bates from Misery.
So, now I'm down to my ONE TRUSTY $12.99 PAIR OF TARGET GLASSES. That I've had for over 6 months. Astounding, I know.
This morning, I got up for a run and looked for my sunglasses because it's BRIGHTER THAN THE SURFACE OF THE SUN at 7:45am in Texas. It's like the equator is a myth and we live here at the closest possible location to our planet's source of heat. Good grief. Anyway, I left the house, walked outside (dry-heaved from the heat) and then went back inside for my sunglasses. Except, I can't find them. They aren't in my purse and they aren't in my car.
I can't find them I say. Where are they? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
I think I left them in Bulging Muscle Boy's car or house and can't find them at my convenience. I begrudgingly run, and managed to make it the entire day without sending a frantic, "WHERE THE HADES ARE MY SUNGLASSES SINCE YOU LOST THE FIRST FRICKIN' PAIR?" text.
Again, I am a graceful specimen. Quite the catch, no?
I went to Target at about 3:30, searched the entire wall o' glasses, and came up with NOTHING. I was very willing to purchase the $14.99 pair, too. Because I am WITHOUT SUNGLASSES PEOPLE. Admittedly, the $14.99 pair were 30% off and I couldn't do the mental math, but I was pretty sure it was cheaper than $12.99. That is, if I found a pair I would actually wear in the presence of others. Which I could not.
Dejected, I took a stroll through the $1 section, and found a pair of packaged sunglasses. I kid you not. It's like my agony and searching was just so God could get a kick out of my eye degeneration from all the UV rays I've been absorbing for the last day! Seriously, the $1 pair were way better than any $7.99, $12.99, or $14.99 at 30% off pair that Target (pronounced Tar-jjay) has to offer.
Tar-jjay and not Tar-GIT since I am a graceful creature.
Friday, June 13, 2008
Spanish Dating Inquisition
It is with great hesitation that I share news with you. I had to tell my parents I'm dating someone.
Hold on, I just threw up in my mouth a little.
Okay, I'm better. This is my LEAST favorite conversation to have with my parents, which is why I've only had it twice. Truly, I have always wanted to avoid the later conversation about the break-up. Therefore, I avoid the initial "I'm dating someone" conversation. I hate the questions and curiosity and excitement that is premature. I don't know the answers to most of the questions that my parents ask. But if I do, I don't want to share, because I don't like thinking about it. I'm scared to jinx it and make it go away.
So, I was forced into this (premature) conversation because my aunt and uncle know about it. And asked me about it.
Again...I just threw up.
I figured if Aunt & Uncle that live 90 miles away know about it, Mom & Dad that live 4 miles away should know. They are my parents, after all.
I was at my little cousin's 2nd birthday party this past Sunday, and my loud-mouth cousin (whom I love and trust in her friendship) must have told her parents that I'm dating someone that they know. It is appropriate to tell you that my aunt and uncle have always taken an interest in my dating life. They try to set me up, they ask me how things are going, they are curious as to why I'm still single. My aunt needs a hobby, to say the least. I always get the feeling that she 1. is apalled that I'm 27 and still single and without children (GASP!) because everyone in our family (except my brother and me) was married at 22 and had their first child by 25, and 2. thinks I'm a lesbian.
Yup. That's why I'm still single. I'm gay.
After Dating Inquisition '08, courtesy of my Aunt, Uncle, and senile Grandma, I threw up in my mouth and then I figured I have to face the music and have the dreaded conversation with my parents. So, I made dinner this week invited them over, and told them over our delicious eggplant parmesean. I think they had already pieced together that I was dating someone, seeing as how I've basically abandoned spending time with them. Oops. My mother was pleased that I finally told her something personal, and my father peppered me with questions. I fully expected the interrogation, but I wasn't prepared to answer.
"Is he a Christian?" My father recognizes the quality that is most important to me in finding someone to spend my life with.
"Is he an Aggie?" My father recognizes that the positive answer to this question means that we have a common interest in something that is important to me. And it will help me avoid confrontation for years to come when discussing colleges and sports. Critical.
"Does he like sports?" The follow-up question to the Aggie question. My father recognizes that he must love sports to fit in the family and for me to be attracted to him. I love athletic men.
"Does he have two legs?" WTF?
"Does he treat you well?" I would like you to realize that my dad asked about his limbs before he asked if the person is respectful, kind, and chivalrous.
Luckily, all the answers to these questions are "YES!' and that makes me happy. Especially the part about him having two legs.
Follow-ups were: "What's his name? What does he do? Does he treat you well? Is he white?"
It was at this precious family moment that I told them his name is Jose Gonzales.
Ole.
Hold on, I just threw up in my mouth a little.
Okay, I'm better. This is my LEAST favorite conversation to have with my parents, which is why I've only had it twice. Truly, I have always wanted to avoid the later conversation about the break-up. Therefore, I avoid the initial "I'm dating someone" conversation. I hate the questions and curiosity and excitement that is premature. I don't know the answers to most of the questions that my parents ask. But if I do, I don't want to share, because I don't like thinking about it. I'm scared to jinx it and make it go away.
So, I was forced into this (premature) conversation because my aunt and uncle know about it. And asked me about it.
Again...I just threw up.
I figured if Aunt & Uncle that live 90 miles away know about it, Mom & Dad that live 4 miles away should know. They are my parents, after all.
I was at my little cousin's 2nd birthday party this past Sunday, and my loud-mouth cousin (whom I love and trust in her friendship) must have told her parents that I'm dating someone that they know. It is appropriate to tell you that my aunt and uncle have always taken an interest in my dating life. They try to set me up, they ask me how things are going, they are curious as to why I'm still single. My aunt needs a hobby, to say the least. I always get the feeling that she 1. is apalled that I'm 27 and still single and without children (GASP!) because everyone in our family (except my brother and me) was married at 22 and had their first child by 25, and 2. thinks I'm a lesbian.
Yup. That's why I'm still single. I'm gay.
After Dating Inquisition '08, courtesy of my Aunt, Uncle, and senile Grandma, I threw up in my mouth and then I figured I have to face the music and have the dreaded conversation with my parents. So, I made dinner this week invited them over, and told them over our delicious eggplant parmesean. I think they had already pieced together that I was dating someone, seeing as how I've basically abandoned spending time with them. Oops. My mother was pleased that I finally told her something personal, and my father peppered me with questions. I fully expected the interrogation, but I wasn't prepared to answer.
"Is he a Christian?" My father recognizes the quality that is most important to me in finding someone to spend my life with.
"Is he an Aggie?" My father recognizes that the positive answer to this question means that we have a common interest in something that is important to me. And it will help me avoid confrontation for years to come when discussing colleges and sports. Critical.
"Does he like sports?" The follow-up question to the Aggie question. My father recognizes that he must love sports to fit in the family and for me to be attracted to him. I love athletic men.
"Does he have two legs?" WTF?
"Does he treat you well?" I would like you to realize that my dad asked about his limbs before he asked if the person is respectful, kind, and chivalrous.
Luckily, all the answers to these questions are "YES!' and that makes me happy. Especially the part about him having two legs.
Follow-ups were: "What's his name? What does he do? Does he treat you well? Is he white?"
It was at this precious family moment that I told them his name is Jose Gonzales.
Ole.
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